Some ugly things have happened to people that I love. I wish I didn't know about them but I do and I can't pretend they didn't happen.
I can't forgive and forget and the anger that I have is curdling in my gut. It makes me physically sick to my stomach. I thought I could carve out the bad like removing a bruise from a piece of fresh fruit. I can't!
I comment on Facebook posts even though I know they are VERY public. In my opinion they are only honest comments, never meant to hurt anyone only to remind of my honest feelings. In this public forum, my comments are left open to interpretation and are judged. The comments left by others are judgemental and hurtful. Why do people do that? Are they so blind to the truth that they don't see the hurt that they are causing?
I considered deleting my comments and stop commenting my honest feeling but then I decided against it. The person that it was meant for will understand what I meant because she loves me and I love her. The people that construe the meaning to be anything other than honesty can BITE ME!