Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Mistaking Honesty for Negativity

Some ugly things have happened to people that I love.  I wish I didn't know about them but I do and I can't pretend they didn't happen.

I can't forgive and forget and the anger that I have is curdling in my gut. It makes me physically sick to my stomach. I thought I could carve out the bad like removing a bruise from a piece of fresh fruit. I can't!

I comment on Facebook posts even though I know they are VERY public. In my opinion they are only honest comments, never meant to hurt anyone only to remind of my honest feelings. In this public forum, my comments are left open to interpretation and are judged. The comments left by others are judgemental and hurtful. Why do people do that? Are they so blind to the truth that they don't see the hurt that they are causing?

I considered deleting my comments and stop commenting my honest feeling but then I decided against it. The person that it was meant for will understand what I meant because she loves me and I love her. The people that construe the meaning to be anything other than honesty can BITE ME!

2 comments:

  1. Your sister that is always here for you :)August 18, 2010 at 9:06 PM

    You have that right you have always been open and honest never meaning to hurt anyone. Family will always be family. How well do we know that sometimes others come and go. You have done nothing wrong and she knows that you love her very much. All you can do is keep your heart open and be there when she needs a mothers ear to listen to her or a shoulder to cry on be there. We all love her very much and would do anything in the world for her. People that live in glass houses should not throw stones.To hell with the others that call themselves family.

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  2. Your Favorite Neice! :)August 18, 2010 at 11:00 PM

    Aunt Shell. I Love You So Much! :) And I Say Throw Up the Middle Finger to the people that try to bring you down.;) They Have NO CLUE. They dont know what family really is! <3

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